A beautiful nightmare.
Saturday, October 3, 2009 @ 11:56 PM
28th day. Today is. I haven meet the boyfriend for 28days. I haven seen him for that long.
I'm really feeling so tensed up now. Felt like my heart just broke into million fragments.
Can't mend back. I couldn't. Decided to blog because I cant bear keeping the pain in me.
I'm so desperate now to meet him until I'd do almost everything just to go and meet him.
Stress comes in at this point of time, in the case that test is the whole next week.
I'm still left with undone Human Communication's journal, Accounting assignments.
I don know, I'm just so paranoid. I don't know what can i do now.
All i have on my mind is him. I don't know. I just wanna meet him, thats all i request for.
People say love is blind. Indeed, it is. You tend to do something impossible for the person you love.
Proven. I'm indeed insane.
Baby, how much i wish you were right here to see me smile, see me laugh.How much i wish i could look at your stupid face. How much i've missed your bad eating habits.How much i miss the smell of yours. It's too long, love. Too long. Unbearable pain in me.