Love obsession.
Saturday, September 5, 2009 @ 11:51 PM
Nothing much lately, just the same routine all week. College, and studies. Yes, how pathetic.
Advanced accounting in second semester suck a big time! I swear. Maybe it's because I didn't like accounting too much, and probably another reason is that, I'm learning the same thing as I've learned in high school last time, but this time round, the language used is different. I find Ms Dorothy (accounting lecturer) pretty cool and nice, eventhough I didn't like that subject much. Hopefully she have the powers to lift my hatred away :D That's if she's powerful enough to.
Just another day out with the boyfriend. It's awesome, and i'm already missing him although he left 2hours ago. But i'm still struggling. I'm sorry, I couldn't help it myself. One of the issues is that I can't seem to get into their world(Him and his friends). Whenever they were talking about something, perhaps i'll just listen and laugh with them at the end of the day, or rather, stay quiet. Because i don't know what else I can do. Should i bring in 'patience'? I should be patient, and give his friends time to know more about me, vice versa? Maybe i'm just being a sucker who always mind about what people thinks about me. Aiming for too much of perfection. (Tired).
Real sucker. I am.
-And if it all falls apart, I will know deep in my heart, the only dream that mattered had come true. In this life, I was loved by you.