Take me with you.
Monday, November 9, 2009 @ 11:00 PM
Monday, November 9, 2009 @ 11:00 PM
This week is a total hectic week. Next week would be worst than this week's.Damn, I'm running out of time. Presentations and assignments are all due this week.
I'm suffocated. Can hardly breathe. Can't wait for my one month holiday after finals! :D
Upcoming events:
11th November - Human Communication presentation, hand in report.
13th November - Accounting assignment 4
14th November - Celebrate Amelia's(♥) birthday
17th November - Accounting Test 2
24th November - Final exams.
Screwed week.
I need new pair of lenses and looking at random fashion pictures put me at ease. Xx.
One time.
Saturday, November 7, 2009 @ 11:14 PM
Saturday, November 7, 2009 @ 11:14 PM
Had a rough day today. Was out all day long since 10am. Had some meeting with the crazy partners, and head off to Midvalley to meet up with Karyan and Tiffany. Funny and cute people! It was nice meeting them though, for the first time. Although they were all so shy. Felt bad that i delayed and took some of Karyan's time when she had to rush off to cinema for her movie. Sorry girl!
My gladiator killed me. I was walking around Midvalley with my four inches heels and seriously, it killed me. Keeping my fingers crossed that i wouldn't get any blisters please! :(
I need more clothes, doing some light online shopping. Gonna get myself some new tops before i start getting bored with my wardrobe's clothes.
Oh oh btw. I bought Iphone for myself. Yes, all my own cash if you're wondering. But i need to wait for about 30-45days for the phone. So, expenses would be higher later on, as i subscribed with Maxis IValue Plan. Which means, I'm using postpaid, and i've gotta manage my usage every month so that it wouldn't exceed $155. I'm contented though. Things that i'm lacking on: A notebook, for myself. I'm working on it.
In my lifetime, I’ve come to realize that you can’t depend upon other people for what you want and you can’t be scared to go out there and get it. You have to dream hard, wish big, and chase after your goals, because no one is going to do it for you.
My gladiator killed me. I was walking around Midvalley with my four inches heels and seriously, it killed me. Keeping my fingers crossed that i wouldn't get any blisters please! :(
I need more clothes, doing some light online shopping. Gonna get myself some new tops before i start getting bored with my wardrobe's clothes.
Oh oh btw. I bought Iphone for myself. Yes, all my own cash if you're wondering. But i need to wait for about 30-45days for the phone. So, expenses would be higher later on, as i subscribed with Maxis IValue Plan. Which means, I'm using postpaid, and i've gotta manage my usage every month so that it wouldn't exceed $155. I'm contented though. Things that i'm lacking on: A notebook, for myself. I'm working on it.
In my lifetime, I’ve come to realize that you can’t depend upon other people for what you want and you can’t be scared to go out there and get it. You have to dream hard, wish big, and chase after your goals, because no one is going to do it for you.
via @eletheowl
Tendency to fall apart.
Monday, October 26, 2009 @ 10:39 PM
Monday, October 26, 2009 @ 10:39 PM
At this point, at this time, right at this second. I feel like blogging while I'm still writing my essay which is to be handed in tomorrow. (Yes, i know. I'm always a last minute person.) Back to the essay part. I guess i'm too much on words. Ms Tina told us that the maximum words for our essays can only be 500 words, and we shouldn't exceed it. I can't stop myself from adding more words to each sentence, and I seriously can't fix this bad habit. I know it'll somehow pull my marks down. Sometimes, humans are just too stubborn, eh? Or maybe it's just me? ;)
Had fun in the spa session with Chris and Aiman. My two great partners :D I had one awesome stress-relieving-massage, and i feel so much better than before. (I had a full manicure session and an express pedicure too!♥) At least for now, I'm not that tensed up. Maybe for this moment. Stress will hit me again by tomorrow morning after I've got myself up from the bed. Know why? I have a debate tomorrow! It's not something really formal, inter class thing, but I'm still quite nervous as it's my first time participating. I can't stress how much I hate this second semester, but it's coming to an end. I seriously can't wait. Wish me luck anyhow, earthlings.
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I know I still misses you deep down. I won't deny that I still love you.
It's something I wouldn't wanna hide from you. But we're ain't gonna be together anymore.
That's our fate. I'm happy with how I'm living now. Hoping the best for you too, my love.
Had fun in the spa session with Chris and Aiman. My two great partners :D I had one awesome stress-relieving-massage, and i feel so much better than before. (I had a full manicure session and an express pedicure too!♥) At least for now, I'm not that tensed up. Maybe for this moment. Stress will hit me again by tomorrow morning after I've got myself up from the bed. Know why? I have a debate tomorrow! It's not something really formal, inter class thing, but I'm still quite nervous as it's my first time participating. I can't stress how much I hate this second semester, but it's coming to an end. I seriously can't wait. Wish me luck anyhow, earthlings.
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I know I still misses you deep down. I won't deny that I still love you.
It's something I wouldn't wanna hide from you. But we're ain't gonna be together anymore.
That's our fate. I'm happy with how I'm living now. Hoping the best for you too, my love.
See my heart beating.
Saturday, October 24, 2009 @ 9:37 PM
Saturday, October 24, 2009 @ 9:37 PM
Finals are around the corner, while I'm still slacking away. Studies is still alright.
Everything is still under control. Terrified that i wouldn't be getting distinctions for all my subjects, still working on it. I'm left with so much to do. Journals, reports, and also presentations.
Everything is cramped, and my schedule is so tight! ;(
Been coming back home almost everyday after midnight. Sleepless nights sometimes.
I can't wait for my stress relieving massage on Monday! And my manicure and pedicure!
The best part is: It's all freeee! :) Well, not actually. But i've got voucher from my good friend, so yeah. I can't wait, i can't wait.
Pretty bad day today is. Twenty fourth, i shall remember you.
A friend of mine (Shall not reveal who), bang my back bumper. It was stupid, ridiculously stupid.
I asked him to park his car infront of mine, and when he tried to turn out from the position where he is at, he accidentally hit my back bumper! Scratches! And i had to touch up the paint.
Had to head over to DIY shop, where they sell this touch up paint, and we had a hard time fixing it. I'm not good at lying, seriously. I haven't tell my parents yet. I'm afraid! Ahhhhh. Godamnit.
Along the way, I've learned that you can't let anyone in too far and you can't trust endlessly. The biggest mistake you can make is to care or love someone more than yourself, because then you're just setting yourself up for disappointments. Boundaries are necessary so that you can protect yourself, because once you're broken, you'll never be fully fixed.
-via @eletheowl
Everything is still under control. Terrified that i wouldn't be getting distinctions for all my subjects, still working on it. I'm left with so much to do. Journals, reports, and also presentations.
Everything is cramped, and my schedule is so tight! ;(
Been coming back home almost everyday after midnight. Sleepless nights sometimes.
I can't wait for my stress relieving massage on Monday! And my manicure and pedicure!
The best part is: It's all freeee! :) Well, not actually. But i've got voucher from my good friend, so yeah. I can't wait, i can't wait.
Pretty bad day today is. Twenty fourth, i shall remember you.
A friend of mine (Shall not reveal who), bang my back bumper. It was stupid, ridiculously stupid.
I asked him to park his car infront of mine, and when he tried to turn out from the position where he is at, he accidentally hit my back bumper! Scratches! And i had to touch up the paint.
Had to head over to DIY shop, where they sell this touch up paint, and we had a hard time fixing it. I'm not good at lying, seriously. I haven't tell my parents yet. I'm afraid! Ahhhhh. Godamnit.
Along the way, I've learned that you can't let anyone in too far and you can't trust endlessly. The biggest mistake you can make is to care or love someone more than yourself, because then you're just setting yourself up for disappointments. Boundaries are necessary so that you can protect yourself, because once you're broken, you'll never be fully fixed.
-via @eletheowl
The thirteen.
Tuesday, October 13, 2009 @ 8:51 PM
Tuesday, October 13, 2009 @ 8:51 PM
I had always loved you, with all my heart. But you just broke my heart, again and again.
What is left for us? Nothing, but you left scars on my heart. I missed the boy who used to take care of me so well. The little things that you've done for me, mean the most to me.
I have no regrets loving you, although you did hurt me, and bring me down. This is how much i loved you, Salman. No regrets that I had been stupid and a fool throughout these few weeks for what you've done. Everyone told me about what they thought you were doing behind my back. But yet, I trusted you. Until today, until this very last moment, i've trusted you. This is how much I love you. Today, you lose everything, because you lose the person who loved you the most. The person who would make her way out of anything just to meet you. A person who would lie to her parents just to spend time with you. You lose me, Salman. I can't deny, I loved you deeply since day one, until this thirtieth day with you. You used to be everything, but now, you're just nothing.
What is left for us? Nothing, but you left scars on my heart. I missed the boy who used to take care of me so well. The little things that you've done for me, mean the most to me.
I have no regrets loving you, although you did hurt me, and bring me down. This is how much i loved you, Salman. No regrets that I had been stupid and a fool throughout these few weeks for what you've done. Everyone told me about what they thought you were doing behind my back. But yet, I trusted you. Until today, until this very last moment, i've trusted you. This is how much I love you. Today, you lose everything, because you lose the person who loved you the most. The person who would make her way out of anything just to meet you. A person who would lie to her parents just to spend time with you. You lose me, Salman. I can't deny, I loved you deeply since day one, until this thirtieth day with you. You used to be everything, but now, you're just nothing.
